Trauron's LiveJournal - An Odd Feeling

It is rather weird, but for a grand majority of today, and right now, I've been feeling down in the dumps.
For what reason? I can't really tell you, because I don't even know the answer myself.

Basically, I woke up around 1pm today feeling like this, got out of bed for a few minutes, then just went to lay down again, as if I had no will to stay out of bed, which I did not have at the time. So basically I was laying there, feeling miserable and suddenly feeling rather lonely as well, not sure what is going on. Then of course, I broke down after an hour or two of looking at my screen, doing absolutely nothing but laying within my favourite blanket. So, I admit I cried a little, it made me feel worse, as I am not one of those people who can cry and shout 'I did my best' and feel better afterward as Dane Cook claims people do. I slept for about two or three hours after that after clearing my head for perhaps twenty minutes.

Anyways, I still feel like that, though I'm at least out of bed...now that it is dark and the sun has gone down. I currently have no appetite and have not ate anything all day.

So much for a happy first day of 2009, I don't know why I feel like this, all I know is I just really need a hug from hitchhyena, aka: Rex, right now. x:


Just thought I'd vent about how I have been feeling today, I kind of wish it would go away. :\